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Craziest time for me, it's like I'm out of charge with freaking busy weeks since I got home. Gawd will someone pull out the plug and just let me die? Working dawg hours and hoping to catch a wink of ZZzzsleep just now. Why's the whole frigging bloggie so quiet? Has humpty dumpty fallen off the wall? Or am I the only one that's feeling the empty bag of pretzels? I'm bugging myself to get my vaio fixed. Settled on using Surin's ibook. The machine's driving me crazy. Got so used to windows this is heartache with every keystroke man! Rob just begged me to dig up my guts to join him tonight for a drink. Just going to say no this time.



















I WILL BE THERE If one day you feel like crying call me.. I don't promise that i will make you laugh but i can cry with you.. If one day you want to run away, Dont be afraid to call me.. I dont promise to ask you to stop but i can run with you.. If one day you dont want to listen to anyone.. Call me.. I promise to be there for you and i promise to be very quiet.. But if one day you call and theres no answer, Come fast to see me perhaps i need you.. (The end)



How to apply concealer??
Cover stick, which is a stick version of concealer. These contain a high proportion of wax to add body and thickness. Pick a yellow-tinted concealer to hide red blemishes; choose a concealer a little lighter than your blemish for hiding darker marks. On the clean face, apply the concealer over the blemish/spots using your finger, an eye shadow brush or sponge. Blend the edges with the surrounding skin, using a circular motion, then apply oil-free foundation and powder on top. Stick concealer is good to be used any where on the face except around the eyes. Even though some people still use stick concealer to hide dark circles, but personally, I would recommend a liquid concealer or a cream concealer if you need heavier coverage, because liquid and cream concealers are a lot easier to blend on the thin, sensitive skin around the eyes. Stick concealer is thicker and harder to blend around the eyes, and you may accidently “pull” your skin too hard when you try to blend it evenly, which may create wrinkles. Note: Using too much makeup to cover blemishes may make skin look blotchy. Start conservatively, and add as needed.




Begin. Resume. Start. Go.
I stopped blogging to give spammers a chance to find something else to do. I thought it worked for a while but sir dollar(from) sure is persistent. And now I've got another ..................whatever. Hmph.

The featured blog has me up there as an intern. I'm not an intern anymore. I'm back to being a full-time student, until January of 2008 anyway(start became a teacher). But that doesn't mean I can't write about work-ish stuff.

A once said, "If you leave us our money, our buildings, and our brands, but take away our people, the Company will fail. But if you take away our money, our buildings, and our brands, but leave us our people, we can rebuild the whole thing in a decade." These words were uttered in 1947 andthey ring just as true today. A company's real strength lies in its people and their needs and values make up the company's culture.....what ever...(school????????)

People like........scare me. I fear what will happen when they have to leave mommy and daddy's comfy house and enter the real world. Because from what I see, .............. umph.......story another day.....so bz right now........

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"It's me and you"; "Taste the rainbow"; Dreams come true: they dew, they dew"; "We're friends till the end"; "I got your back"; "It's smurfstyle baby"; "Smile: it looks good on you" "I'm a lover not a fighter, a poet not a writer" and my new ones " Call me sue: your new age juliet"; "Show the world the real you and it will bring beauty back into color" " u made dirt and dirt don't hurt cuz when he fashioned man/women he made it of worth"


In the corner of your eyes...
In the corner of your eyes…
I could see everything…
The suffering…
The pains…
The heartache…
In the corner of your heart…
I could feel everything…
The remnants of luV that remain…
The nite that full of loneliness…
The sadness that became the only good friend…
In the corner of the soul…
I could sense everything…The hope that fading away…
The light of joy that have gone…
Leaving dark heart undone.
But…
In the corner of my eyes…
I found the true happiness in you…
The one that sparks the luV in me…
Makes the suffering to end…
So luV will light up again…
In the heart that once broken…
And to be mended by the injured hand


The frontier of luV..
The day has gone..the light of happiness fading to the last glory of luV..sadness lurks in the heart with dark smiles as the day disappeared to the other side of the world..the last gleaming of the twilight were only false hope..for tomorow will be just another day..nothing will wait at the frontier of luV..because its wasn't there at all..





akhir sesi cermah.....picaku handleaktivitipg td ada...jap serabut

Buasir adalah pembengkakan pada vena yang terletak di bahagian rektum dan dubur. Apabila vena ini membonjol keluar ia mengganggu dan menyebabkan membran di sekitarnya membengkak, terasa sakit, perit, gatal dan berdarah. Buasir terjadi disebabkan oleh terlalu banyak tekanan di bahagian rektum, menyebabkan dinding vena darah teregang atau memberi dan membonjol. Kadangkala ianya boleh pecah.
Ada dua jenis buasir : Dalaman dan Luaran
• Buasir Dalaman:
Lazimnya, buasir ini tidak terasa sakit dan gatal kerana ia terletak jauh ke dalam rektum. Buasir dalaman tidak merbahaya tetapi meneran dan gangguan dari laluan najis semasa membuang air besar boleh mencederakan permukaan buasir yang getas dan menyebabkannya berdarah. Anda akan terlihat titisan darah yang berwarna merah cerah pada kertas tisu atau di mangkuk tandas. Jika keadaan ini berlaku anda perlu mendapat bantuan perubatan, kerana darah tersebut mungkin datang dari sumber lain seperti ketumbuhan atau kanser kolorektum.
• Buasir Luaran
Buasir jenis inilah yang selalu kita dengar mengakibatkan gejala-gejala seperti sakit, pedih dan gatal di dubur. Jika buasir ini tersepit (bekalan darah akan terputus), bekuan darah akan terjadi di dalamnya menyebabkan ia terasa amat sakit. Gejala-gejala beginilah yang menyebabkan buasir jenis ini memerlukan perhatian dan rawatan perubatan. Apabila sahaja salur darah vena rektum teregang atau memberi dan terjadinya buasir adalah sukar untuk ia dibuang atau ditanggalkan sepenuhnya. Buasir ini akan berulang kembali walaupun dengan tekanan atau bebanan yang lebih ringan berbanding dengan yang dahulunya.
PENYEBAB UTAMANYA
• Sentiasa duduk
• Meneran (ketika najis keras atau sembelit)
• Cirit-birit
• Duduk mencangkung di dalam tandas terlalu lama
• Batuk yang teruk
Bersalin
• Mengangkat berat
PENCEGAHAN
Mengelak dari melakukan perkara-perkara di atas boleh mencegah anda dari buasir. Amalkan petua-petua berikut:
• Jika pekerjaan anda memerlukan anda sentiasa duduk, sekali-sekala anda perlu bangun dan berjalan-jalan sekurang-kurangnya 5 minit setiap jam. Bergerak-geraklah di kerusi anda supaya dapat mengelakkan tekanan langsung dari rektum.
• Hembuskan nafas keluar apabila anda ketegangan atau ketika mengangkat sesuatu. Jangan menahan nafas anda.
• Dapatkan rawatan awal untuk mengawal batuk, cirit-birit dan sembelit anda kerana buasir selalunya terjadi selepas masalah ini berpanjangan.
• Jadikan sebagai satu peraturan: Jangan membaca atau berehat-rehat di dalam tandas. Jika pergerakan usus anda mengambil masa lebih dari 3-5 minit, ada sesuatu yang tidak kena. Jika anda ingin menghindari diri dari buasir, amalkan tabiat membuang air besar yang baik. Pastikan najis anda sentiasa lembut.
Jika langkah-langkah ini gagal anda perlu bertindak segera. Sembelit merupakan satu keadaan di mana pada waktu pagi keadaannya adalah sederhana tetapi apabila menjelang malam ia boleh menjadi amat mengazabkan.
RAWATAN
Terlebih dahulu anda perlu mengenalpasti penyebabnya, kemudian jauhkan diri anda darinya. Tiada gunanya anda merawat buasir tersebut kemudiannya anda meneruskan semula amalan yang boleh mencetuskan semula keadaan ini. Apabila anda telah bertekad untuk menghapuskan faktor-faktor pencetus buasir, maka barulah anda boleh merawatnya. Terdapat dua matlamat untuk merawat buasir. Pertamanya menghentikan gejala atau simptom (sakit, pedih dan gatal). Keduanya ialah mengecutkan buasir tersebut.
• Mandian Sitz (rendamkan bahagian rektum ke dalam air suam) untuk selama 15-20 minit, 3 hingga 4 kali sehari. Rawatan ini sangat mudah dan berkesan untuk mencapai kedua-dua matlamat di atas.
• Anda boleh membeli ubat krim buasir dan supositori untuk menghilangkan gangguan dan kesakitan tetapi ianya tidak boleh mengecutkan buasir.

Untuk mengecutkan buasir kepada saiz asalnya, pengubatan semasa adalah berguna.
• Cucikan seluruh bahagian rektum dengan air suam setiap kali anda membuang air besar dan gunakan julap serat pukal (bulk fibre laxative) untuk melembutkan najis. Ini boleh mengelak anda dari meneran semasa membuang air besar.
• Kebanyakan orang mengambil ubat tambahan serat pukal ini setiap hari untuk mengelak dari buasir. Tetapi perlu diingat bahawa serat pukal ini mengambil masa beberapa hari untuk memberi kesan. Jika anda sedang menghidapi buasir dan membuang najis yang keras anda mungkin memerlukan ubat atau julap yang dapat melembutkan segera najis anda untuk mengelakkan anda dari meneran yang boleh memburukkan lagi buasir anda.
• Bagi buasir yang tidak dapat disembuhkan dengan rawatan konsevatif, rawatan yang standard boleh dijalankan iaitu mengikat dengan lingkaran getah (rubber band ligation). Satu atau dua lingkaran getah diikat di sekeliling pangkal buasir. Ini akan menyekat peredaran darah ke buasir tersebut. Dalam masa 7 hingga 10 hari buasir tersebut akan tertanggal keluar. Ikatan lingkaran getah ini hanya digunakan untuk buasir dalaman sahaja. Ia dilakukan tanpa menggunakan ubat bius dan tidak menimbulkan kesakitan. Tetapi anda mungkin mengalami sedikit ketidakselesaan untuk beberapa hari.
• Koagulasi Inframerah- sinaran inframerah dipancarkan selama satu atau dua saat untuk menghentikan bekalan darah ke buasir. Anda mungkin terasa bahang panas ketika prosedur ini dilakukan dan terdapat sedikit pendarahan berlaku dalam beberapa hari selepas itu. Prosedur ini sama juga seperti ikatan lingkaran getah, dilakukan hanya untuk buasir dalaman. Tetapi ia lebih cepat dan kurang menyebabkan jangkitan.
• Elektrokoagulasi bipolar - Prosedur ini dikenali juga dengan nama Bicap, adalah sama seperti prosedur Koagulasi Inframerah dan ia mempunyai kebaikan dan keburukan yang sama.
• Terapi laser- pancaran laser akan mengewapkan tisu buasir. Tetapi prosedur ini didapati lebih mahal dan tidak menunjukkan sebarang kelebihannya dari prosuder-prosedur lain. Ianya perlu dijalankan dengan berhati-hati dari segi kedalaman dan lokasinya bagi mengelakkan pendarahan dan kesakitan kepada pesakit.
Pembedahan biasanya dilakukan sebagai langkah terakhir apabila kedua-dua jenis buasir tersebut menjadi semakin teruk dan rawatan-rawatan lain tidak berjaya menyembuhkannya. Kaedah ini didapati berkesan tetapi pesakit lama untuk sembuh berbanding dengan pendekatan-pendekatan lain.
BILAKAH ANDA PERLU BERJUMPA DOKTOR?
Rawatan yang agresif seperti yang dinyatakan di atas sepatutnya boleh menyembuhkan buasir dalam beberapa hari sahaja. Tetapi ia mungkin mengambil masa 2 - 4 minggu untuk pulih sepenuhnya. Jika tidak, anda perlu berjumpa doktor semula dan berbincang dengannya. Masalah-masalah perubatan penyakit keradangan usus atau jangkitan usus boleh menyerupai gejala-gejala buasir. Oleh itu, jika keadaan anda masih berterusan walaupun telah mendapat rawatan asasnya, anda perlu berjumpa doktor.
PENGURUSAN SENDIRI
• Banyak meminum air sekurang-kurangnya 1.5 - 2 liter sehari
• Makan makanan seimbang: banyakkan memakan makanan yang tinggi serat, bijirin, buah-buahan dan sayur-sayuran.
• Gunakan tandas pada masa yang ditetapkan seperti selepas bangun tidur setelah meminum segelas besar air.
• Elakkan dari memakan makanan yang boleh menyebabkan gangguan (makanan pedas atau berempah, alkohol) atau yang boleh merangsangkan usus (kopi atau teh).
• Apabila terdapat gejala-gejala tertentu (seperti darah dalam najis, sakit atau gangguan pada dubur), berjumpalah doktor.



heheheheh...faham dah...so becaful frenzzzzzzzz




Miss you on day one.. For you, i'll be strong, For you, i'll support you all d way through, For you, no matter how much hurts that i had to take, i'll take..


random thoughts for a better Malaysia
The recent general election results have turned Malaysia to a new page, and compared to yesterday, the future for malaysia can be become much brighter, if the more balanced powers (central government and opposition) are competing to demonstrate their best capability and leadership built on trust in order to win people's hearts. Here are my randoms thoughts on how the two powers can help to build a better Malaysia for all of us:

- Safety is top public concern, we need to have real solid plans to address the issue instead random actions and fire-fighting each day. For example, peoples staying in my neighbourhood are paying in total more than RM6K each month for the security service, it is a huge amount if you add up all the taman in malaysia that opted for similar security services.

- Elevating prices are also top public concern, all measures must be put in place to ensure increase in prices are not becoming out of control.

- To improve efficiency, and number one priority is to build up integrity and transparency (means no corruption, no crony). Things happening in Penang are on the right track, for example open tender system means we can achieve the same level of performance at much lower cost. Or we simply to say we can do more with the same amount of money. The other important aspect is, get the expert to do the job, for example, a finance position holder must be really good in finance lah.

- To improve education in Malaysia, build enough schools for all, attract the top talents to teach our children, learn from other countries on how to improve our education system.

- Okay this one sounds a bit disconnected but it is important -to preserve the nature especially green lungs in core areas, we need to keep Bkt Gasing, we need to have more FRIMs, we need to have bicyle lanes in the cities and everywhere.

You have more ideas? What is your wishlist?


the desert prince
He walked to toward the edge of the road, there is no one waiting for him.
Hurling his heavy luggage he strolls along the sidewalk.
He ignored the passing by car whizzing passed him.
After about half a mile he saw a motel and decided to take a rest.

The next morning he woke up, feeling fresh again.
The cold breeze enters his room when he opened the window.
He closed his eyes while taking a deep breath, the smell of the desert makes his mind rolling

back to the time.

"I'll always love you…no matter what my prince."

She whispers while caressing his face.

He recall the moment when starring to the wide eyes of hers, the finest moment in his life that

he could remembered forever.
The glittering in her amber eyes that always makes him madly in love for her.
Slowly he strokes her black long hair and softly says,

"Goodbye my princess…I promised I'll be back…soon",

It was almost two years ago and he was back again searching for his lost love.

He doesn't know where were to find her and seems lost in the desert town of Morocco.

"Why…my sweet darling…you're not there.",

He spoke to himself while his hand fiddle with the old letter from his wallet.

After taken his breakfast at the Motel café, he headed toward the town centre.
It was a small town at the edge of the Saharan desert.

The morning sun light started to pierce his skin and he could feel the sharp pains then

hurriedly covered his head with the hat that he carries with.

Traveling with camel not an easy way, he got to be patient because the desert animal has known

to have unstable attitude.

He reached the village at last and it was already dark.
The sounds of the Bedouin music came to his ear thus makes him smile again.

He remembered when the first time he met her.
His Jeep almost knocked her and the camel then she suddenly lost control of the animal that

emerged out of nowhere.
She falls together with the camel and he jumped to save her from being crushed by the monstrous

camel.

They fall, tumbling to the ground and she landed on his chest.
Her scarf was thrown off revealing her beautiful face.
He could remember the sweet smell of Arabian perfume on her long hair that covered his face.
Her inviting amber eyes that make him fall in love at the first sight.

She slowly pulled back her hair backward revealing her long neck, her soft hand unintentionally

touches his lip.

They rise up and she try to smile hiding the pains from the falls.

His heroic action being hailed by the tribe leader.
Its seems he already saved the leader’s daughter and they thanked him.
He was invited to the village by the tribe leader as an honorary guest.

He was treated well by the tribe member and travels with them to the village.

He wakes when the music dies, the dark tent that he once used was still there.
Its seems the tribe did no longer moves to any places and decided to stay on the village.

After he left everything changed and he could not come back due to war that strike the country.
No outsider would be allowed to enter the country.
Its was a trying moment for him, he could not see her and communications was impossible.

At last the tribes war ended then its about a year later he managed to return.

He could see the leader come toward him.
He looks old and dejected.
They greeted each other and when into the tent.

"Father…I could not see princess…where is she?"

The question that he keep for along time when seeing the leader.

There was a silence and tensed moment, he could feel sadness creeping from the dark tent.

"Go to your tent my son…your long journey must have tiring you…",

He said nothing more and hiding something.

"How could I rest now when I could not see my princess…and its been years that I am suffering

thus longing for her…father",

He could hear him weeping.
The old man has changed, from a fierce tribe's leader to a helpless father.

"Its been long after you left, the war of the tribes have taken many thing from us…I lost many

men and women…my land…and my preciously daughter."

He could not continues and he doesn't believe on what he heard.

He remembered the letter sent by her and how happy its seems to knew that she was always

waiting at the dawn looking at the sunset of the desert for her prince.

"Her only wish before she die is for you to put this two stone at her grave."

He ended his conversation and handed two small stone resembles two hearts.
The stones that she craves while waiting for him to come.

The next morning was beautiful at the desert but the prince seems sad.

He went to the graveyard at the nearby hill.
Put down the stone and whisper to the wind as his teardrops fall to the sand.

"My princess…rest in peace…and I will always be here for you…as now I will became the lonely

desert_prince…".

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foyo lah aku nie...bila pulak aku ni berhati lelaki wei???????????
adakah aku keliru identiti.???...atau otak aku sebenarnya keliru dengan sekelilingku??????????? betul ke ape yang aku nampak???????????? kenapa kata hatiku lain??????? mana satu betul nie??????????????semoga Allah memberi pertunjuk kepada aku......kahkah
lantak ler....yang penting aku masih seorang perempuan yang amat mencintai seorang lelaki yang bernama nub..............................................ahakssssssss

ape eh?

sebalik cerita cinta...ada luka...ada gembira...saat indah...saat duka
bla...bla...bla........ape kaitan pic nie??????????

hanya kau

Ku cuba redakan relung hati,
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi,
Terlukis di dalam kenangan,
Bebas bermain di hatiku….

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku….

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku….

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh…
Aku cinta oooooooo…

benci

benci-benci....aku sangat benci...subhanaAllah...kenapa aku benci sangat nie.....kenapa????????????????? tidak pernah dalam hidupku mempunyai rasa se benci nin....apa dah jadi wei....lama ler aku dah tidak menari dengan keyboard lattop nie since aku dah mula praktikal dulu.... sekarang....aku terasa tension juga dengan beban kerja sehinnga aku sanggup....membuat ...pandai cerdik...pandai...macam bes....aku kan berlagak....cemerkap...walaweh......aku hanya rama-rama yang bertukar jadi kupu-kup....eh ape lak aku kan burung hantu???????????????hehehehehe burung pungguk ler....laju je jejemariku nie bernari...nari...seakan aku berjogging di tengah pekan...pekan sarikei?pekan besut?or kualakrai...or gua musang?????????????? takan peringat kot???????????????? best lagi 7 inci............. kek 8 inci x 8 incikek buah,kukuh k.sue?????????????aku hanya insan kerdil di bumi kenyalang...aku benci kerana aku .....kejadian curimencuri menjadi-jadi di dalam tb..............kahkahkahkah.............nak letak pic ke x?????????????letak tidak letak mana satu,,,,....jawab-jawab....... aku hanya kuah kacang hijau...kacang merah...kacang-kacang....buah betik....buah berry..heheheheheeh...buah naga.... sedapnya kalau ada anggur tengah malam buta nie...anggur merah..purple...kahakahakahalaah

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